cYber-fiSh™

2010-10-05T15:27:00.000+01:00

原来我连放弃的勇气都没有。

2010-10-05T14:56:00.002+01:00

just realised,I might have just made the biggest mistake of my life.I need courage to kill myself.

2010-09-08T14:35:00.000+01:00

lousy job..lousy relationship..lousy self.

help me.

i am lost.

can't help itXD

2010-05-20T15:57:00.000+01:00

my very own Michelin Boi =D

how true...

2010-04-15T16:24:00.000+01:00

I will be a Store Keeper.

2010-02-25T12:46:00.003Z

The day when I'm half-forced to the Stor Integrasi...
feels like
The day when I was sent here to Hospital Tapah.

doomed.

I don't wanna LEARN.I just wanna to curl up in my comfort zone.

Cambodia.

2010-01-01T07:43:00.003Z

2009-12-22T14:26:00.002Z

BP 200+/100+
Na:LOW
K:LOW
Creat:250 and increasing, ie. CrCl:<30ml/min

and you insisted

HCTZ 50mg od (instead of prazosin/methyldopa "because I don't feel like it")
N/S 4pints/24hr
ORS 2packs qid
Slow K 2tab od
Mist KCl 30ml tds

you were basically over flooding the patient and then draining them again.

is your ego really that important?or is it simply because you defaulted your appointment with HBUK?

Mr Cassidy a/l Devarajooh

2009-12-22T14:16:00.002Z

I'm addressing you as Mr because I personally DONT'T respect you as a Doctor.

I was the one who insisted to stop giving perindopril and do a BUSE/Creat as patient's serum creatinine was increasing.

I was the one who discovered the "bilateral renal arterial stenosis" scribbled in the patient's appointment card and informed you immediately.

You were the one who insisted that it's necessary to increase patient's perindopril dose from 2mg to 8mg and that "I don't give a damn about doing another BUSE/Creat"

You were the one who shouted "fcuk!fcuk!fcuk!why did they write it in an ortho appointment card?!!!" when i told you about it.

You were the one who went around later on telling others that it was "the pharmacist" who told u it's okay to give perindopril 8mg to a bilateral renal arterial stenosis patient.

and today,

You claimed that "if i myself did any mistakes,i'll definately admit."

yea rite.

MyChristmasWishList

2009-12-12T14:21:00.003Z

1.
2.
3.

I'll rather have No.3 without the other two...sigh.

Merry Christmas.

I had a whole bowl of chicken soup rice as dinner.

2009-12-06T12:29:00.004Z

When i was still back in HSM OPD...a junior passed this to me.

sorry dude.whoever you are...I'm no longer in HSM. > <"

so I'm posted to Hospital Tapah.about 1.5hr drive from home.(shit MrTan better not read my blog lor)

Hospital Tapah,a hospital with 5 Medical Officers(including the pengarah herself),4 wards(male/female/paed/wad bersalin),A&E and a stor integrasi. oh not forgetting the non-functioning Dewan Bedah.no surgeons ba...how to bedah?
1MO to 1ward including the A&E.
5 pharmacists so also the same.haha no la just joking not funny hor.

I find this photo funny..yet meaningful.
quite stupid tho...they built a bigass highway-like bridge showing "jalan terus,teluk intan" but the bridge ends abruptly with "jalan mati" XD

the OPD...100Rx max/day. anyone wanna join me here?
shit i better not jinx the OPD..

random flowers infront of my room in Tapah.
it has been sometime since I was once obsessed with macro shots of plants n flowers eh?

yea confirm is my room.registered trademark on the bed =D

Just chunked everything available on the tree and voila..not bad hor?
ceh but christmas won't be around also.

the current Boss at home.

BOO!

2009-11-27T14:01:00.001Z

I asked.I got my answers.and I decided.
I'll be going Cambodia for Christmas.

Tapah

2009-11-24T05:44:00.002Z

been telling myself..加油！repeating it as if trying to hypnotize myself.remind me if i forgets will you?

I wonder...

2009-11-14T05:28:00.001Z

If my <3 reaches you?

A week and counting...

2009-10-24T06:48:00.000+01:00

I miss you.

red.green.yellow.

2009-08-22T04:12:00.006+01:00

just noticed those are the colours of traffic lights too.

in HSM,

Red is to record your next appointment with the Dr (TCA),
Green if u're on "Ubat Pakar" a.k.a expensive medicines, and
Yellow if the amount of medicines you are consuming > the amount of food you are consuming.

oh and Blue..which is given if u're taking long term of syrup form medicines.

and the other day when i was dispensing to a patient with Yellow card,i spotted some scribblings at the corner of her card...

牙罗卡

told JasMin(yea..the IMU one) about it and she finds it terribly funny.

Thats why i'm blogging about it.

hm..i wonder what will happen if we asked "ada kad kuning?" instead of "ada yellow card?" during her visit to the dispensary next time.

Dear God,are You there?

2009-08-04T12:11:00.011+01:00

I met her at the beach one evening
and that was my last time seeing her.

She met with an accident less than 24hrs later.

her youngest daughter is only 11yo.

I first met him near Buchanan Gallery.
and he was there for his sister's graduation.
Met him again near the laundry
and he told me he had fun touring around Europe.

He was found dead after not returning from a marathon.

He was only 22yo.

She cried out "Lord please help my brother"
were You listening?

2009-07-23T14:49:00.001+01:00

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌
缤纷的音乐盒木马还旋转着
我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐
亲爱的这时刻有梦就大声唱歌

我们迎着风边走边唱
边坚定来自于远方那坚定的信仰
沿着那溪边走有水车的声音
我走着看着风中摇曳可爱的蒲公英

经过凉亭我们穿越竹林
看着山顶如棉花糖的白云
面对着阳光就不需要那阴凉
拥有不同心境相信你会看到更特别的风景

闭上眼睛静静聆听
屋檐那串轻脆的风铃
许愿要找个流星
幸福就要彼此互相扶持互相关心

Oh他们说玫瑰象征着爱情
那插满一把玫瑰花的花瓶
是否证明不是不笃定
是不是真的有童话这件事情Hey

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌
缤纷的音乐盒木马还旋转着
我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐
亲爱的这时刻有梦就大声唱歌

我们手牵手一直的走
紧紧的相依的努力攀过吊桥绳索
在脚下经过的一条蜿蜒小河
心里面联接的是满满友情难以割舍

整个山坡苹果树已红透
还有干净泉水大口畅饮
橘子也成熟田里面还有泥鳅
真的快乐却是好多朋友陪着我们一起走

闭上眼睛静静聆听
屋檐那串轻脆的风铃
许愿要找个流星
幸福就要彼此互相扶持互相关心

Nahey---爱让我更自由
Nahey---一起大声说出口
跟我一起手牵手真心到永久
这就是爱的生活

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌
冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热
我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐
开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌
冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热
我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐
开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

我叮咚的弹奏着故事里那首儿歌
冰棒呢配可乐爆米花还温热
我叮咚的弹奏着童年的纯真快乐
开着车遥远了回到最初的选择

Guess who I found in Google Earth?XD

2009-06-29T12:36:00.005+01:00

whoever answer it correctly gets a virtual cupcake from meXD

Olanzepam 10mg ON

2009-06-12T13:11:00.006+01:00

Newbie HO!wehehehe..That's when I know it's time to have some fun...provided Satellite Pharmacy's not busy la that is.

"Hello selamat pagi Ward 9 staff nurse XXX(I swear i NEVER EVER managed to get their names!) cakap boleh saya bantu?(yaya all in 1 breath no comma wan)

"Hello ini dari Satellite,Dr XX ade?"

at the other end of the phone...Dr XX!!telephone!!pharmacist dari satellite!!

Dr: "Hello,yea?"
Pharm:"Hi Dr,bagi patient ABC katil 1 ya,nak confirm lah..Dr nak Olanzapine ke atau diazepam(coz diazepam's the only -zepam with 10mgXD) ya?

Dr:*grunt* (I SWEAR i heard a bloody grunt!) "tunggu saya check"

HAHAHAHAHA

Dr:"Eh saya tulis Olanzepam kat sana kan?"
Pharm:"yea"
Dr:*as a matter of factly* "yalah,nak Olanzepam lah tu..apalagi nak tanye?"(okok i made the last part up HAHAHA)
Pharm:"but Dr...kita takde Olanzepam lah..ada Olanzapine dengan Diazepam aje"

HAHAHAHAHA I SO WANTED TO LAUGH HAHAHAHA

Dr:"ye ke?tapi saya ikut je old medication patient..(I SWEAR that fella still don't believe me lor) okok,nanti..saya pergi check"

came back 2min later...

Dr:" oh sorrie sorry..nak Olanzapine 10mg ON."

HAAHAHAHAHAH TOO FUNNY....i know,1 day i sure got balasan wan.

HAHAHAHAHA!

p/s: look out for Tab.Ranitidine 50mg/T.perindopril 20mg/T.Lovastatin 4mg...if u wanna try the same. =D

......

2009-06-02T14:08:00.004+01:00

2 lost phones...
emptied wallet containing RM400+...
and a smashed car window.

What can i say?

damn you.whoever you are.

The 'Business Man'

2009-05-25T15:59:00.007+01:00

The conversation between the lousy 'misi' (TLM) and the business man (TBM)

conversation translated from mandarin:

TBM hands in the number slip,

TLM: Hi uncle,name please?
TBM: xxx...*points at Rx* there,written there already.

TLM: Ya I know, just need to confirm.Uncle,I'm giving you 1month supply ah.....

not even sempat to start going through the meds,

TBM: har?!1month only?I thought the Dr gave me 5months?Why do I need to come every month to get MY medications?

TLM:*smiley* uncle ah,sorry...I know the Dr gave you 5months,but i can only supply you with...

cuts in..

TBM:HAR?!WHY HAR?I AM A BUSY BUSINESSMAN!I USED TO GET 2-3MONTHS SUPPLY!WHY ARE YOU NOW GIVING ME MONTHLY...
TLM: *still smiling* uncle ah..sorry,now ah,hospital many patients already...not enough medicines,so can only give you monthly..sorry ah..

TBM:HAR?!!I AM A BUSY PERSON!DO BUSINESS VERY BUSY!GIVE ME MONTHLY SUPPLY..MY AS WELL GIVE ME ON A WEEKLY BASIS!!!!#*&$%^&**(
TLM:*smiles even wider* uncle!you want weekly supply ah?can can...then I give you weekly supply lah *extend hands to collect back the medications*

TBM rampas the bag of medications and stomped off.

Wished my hands were faster aye?sigh.

haha OPD indeed improves my EQ level X)

http://www.fmylife.com/

2009-05-21T15:11:00.001+01:00

Today, I was at the mall blasting music, I was wearing a nice shirt and had my ipod in my breast pocket when I noticed a cute girl smiling at me so I smiled back and she started to walk over while turning down my music while smiling. It looked like I was rubbing my nipple. FML

HAHAHAAHAHAHA!

omigosh...

HAHAHAHAHAHA..tak booleh tahan!

to Normi Hamdan

2009-04-14T11:42:00.010+01:00

Dear Normi,

If you happened to be a little "less busier" and decided to Google up "Normi Hamdan", I hope this will pop out as your first search.

I was and still deeply hurt when I was told that you were actually checking on me.From what I understood,I was giving you the impression that I wasn't doing my job and was lazing around.

I can guarantee you with my heart and soul that Manufacturing is and will always be one of my favorite department,what most working together with a bunch of hardworking dispensers.But then there really wasn't anything much I could do when there REALLY WASN'T anything for me to work on!Terribly sorry if I've worked too fast that I finished everything in the morning without you noticing.I'll try spreading my work evenly next time so that it will last me from 8-5.Just like you,right? =)

However, ff you happened to have the same fate as me - Desperately looking for something to do a.k.a. too free then there's something I can suggest to you...can you get me Aqueous cream supplies?OPD/Ward Supplies are running out of creams...oh and the manufacturing PRP a.k.a. me is running out of work to do too!

No hard feelings and I hope that you'll consider keeping me in HSM for being such a hardworking pharmacist.

Your dedicated PRP,
Yi Jie.

AhGirl no longer likes bananas..

2009-04-12T12:11:00.007+01:00

Grapes are her current favorite.

yea, AhGirl's my dog.
and yea, my dog eats fruits.

but me want kookie monster sulks

2009-03-29T11:17:00.000+01:00

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

2009-03-21T04:39:00.004Z

"so got thing wan to ask me?"
cYber_fiSh®-www.cyber-fish.blogspot.com says:
love me not?

"no love"
but very very very very love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cYber_fiSh®-www.cyber-fish.blogspot.com says:
so little

"very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very love"
u leh?
cYber_fiSh®-www.cyber-fish.blogspot.com says:
i hate u

haha =P

Happie 24th burfdae =)

lalala.

2009-02-16T14:36:00.000Z

Lifetime Warranty

2009-01-31T15:33:00.006Z

A very good friend of mine recently showed me this toothbrush
claimed to be environmental friendly.
and

with Lifetime Warranty.

a toothbrush with Lifetime warranty?hmm no thenk kiu.

I say a Relationship with Lifetime Warranty sounds better.
guarantee 100% full refund&exchange.
No questions asked.
LOL.

"True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about but few have seen."

Francois De La Rochefoucauld

*pounder pounder*

the pharmacist oncall

2008-12-29T05:54:00.019Z

1. 29/12/08 (13.30pm) ICU DrLee asked for more noradrenaline. (DrLee very polite i likey!)
Solution: called up ShoenChuen in satellite to help settle.
2. 29/12/08 (19:15pm) ICU asked for IV Nexium.
Solution: hands trembling,braved myself and went to the hospital alone.dei,ward supply's like just next to the morgue ok shesh...

3. 30/12/08 (22:00pm) Ward 4 asked for IV Atropine for organophosphate poisoning.
(22.15pm) ICU asked for IV Atropine for organophosphate poisoning as well.o.O?!
Solution: dragged dad along.Gave Ward 4 300ampoules IV Atropine and another 400ampoules for ICU.Told them to share if needed.Hopefully will at least last through tonight ba...Ward Supply low stock liao > <"

4. 31/12/08 (06:00am) awaken by one of my worst nitemares...Ward 4 has ran out of IV Atropine.
Solution: dad again..drove to the hospital half awake.after confirming with ICU that they have sufficient supply,I gave the leftover 200ampoules to Ward 4.
came back 7am>breakie>poo-ed>bathed>8-5 in OPD *yawns*
5. 31/12/08 (11.30pm) felt asleep on the coach and was awaken by a call from ward 7. they requested for T.chlorpromazine. The nurse claimed that the patient insisted on having his medication wor. for non-pharmacist readers,the medication they wanted..is a psychiatric drug.I was so pissed that I practically cursed my way to the hospital.give him sleeping pills la..or locked him up for the night la wth > <"
Solution: searched high and low but couldn't seem to find T.chlorpromazine.Called up "the satellite specialist" MrLee and he told me satellite has no T.chlorpromazine.(actually got lor ish..) got the medication from OPD in the end.

6. 1/1/09 (12am) "hi,pharmacist on-call?Happy New Year!Ini dari A+E..nak indent orphenadrine..."
-___________-" not funny lor haiz..was half way settling the T.chlorpromazine case when I got the call from A+E.
Solution: rushed to Ward Supply and luckily the solution was written on the notice board (or else I gonna have to call up the seniors and wished them happie new year wth).Orphenadrine's substituted with Inj.Kemadrin.Gave them the pathetic 4 ampoules and hopefully don't ask me for more.
7. 1/1/09 (12pm) volunteered to pay ShoenChuen a visit in the satellite pharmacy,sambil checked whether all the departments have enough medication.Gave ICU another extra 800ampoules of IV Atropine to last them til tomorrow noon.Ward 4 claimed to have enough IV Atropine as Dr's tapering down the dose for that patient.Hopefully no Sitiawan-ians decide to kill themselves using pesticides anymore la...hanya tinggal 200 pathetic ampoules IV Atropine left in the whole hospital now. > <"

8. 1/1/09 (5pm) A+E called.Asked for Rabies vaccine.
Solution: Checked and got the vaccine from Ward Supply.wanted to double confirm the amount the Dr wanted and the Dr himself wasn't sure o.O?!!! and in return asked me back "eh normally how you all give the vaccine wan ah?" <<--- this...is EXACTLY how his sentence sounds like lor!hahaha I know I'm bad but it really sounded so funny that I nearly fainted.gosh..i seriously hoped it's the correct one lar..patient's a 9yr old kid!

being the oncall pharmacist as well as a pharmacist in OPD..I can feel the depression slowly seeping in... T_T

9. 2/1/09 (7pm+) A+E called informing that the medications we ~~Sedekah-ed~~ pinjam-ed from Hospital Ipoh and Hospital Teluk Intan had arrived.
Solution: picked up the phone with my fish-smelled hand(was halfway eating dinner!) and told them I'll collect it tomorrow(if no more oncalls tonight)
10. 2/1/09 (8.30pm) Ward 9 called asking for IV Rocephin, IV Azithromycin and T.Azithromycin.
Solution: Mum decided to tag along as well. Went to the Satellite Pharmacy this time to get the medications. Decided to collect the medications from A+E after that and kena commented by the MO that I looked like a patient instead of a pharmacist because of my attire -___-
"eh the big big IMU logo on my shirt cannot see izzit? ish..."
oh it was the MO who asked me about the antirabies vaccine previously!

11. 3/1/09 (9.30am) Ward 7 called asking for IV Labetalol 3mg/hr
Solution: the weather was soooooooooooo goood for sleeeeping mygosh...grr!
dragged my butt to the hospital anyway.After the Atropine case,frankly I'm quite paranoid with cases involving hourly dosing. Was relieved when I saw the sufficient amount of ampoules in WS. the nurse sounded sooo distress in the phone ok.."urgent la,patient BP dah tinggi nih..200 lebih dah..nak bagi STAT dose.."
my foot!I waited for nearly 1hr okie..ish..if really urgent,I think what's left will only be a big pool of blood (BP too high explode dy ma *roll eyes*)
So not long after I reached home..JasMin called up.I couldn't make out what exactly she wants me to do...it was a blur.Something like ward X needs me to go back to supply something but no oncall forms available.I told her that I'll need a proper call from them,and of course..the oncall form.

she called me again when i was half having lunch.sounded slightly annoyed when she realised that I was still home.To tell u the truth..I was equally annoyed.
Why on earth she insisted me to supply her medications without an oncall form?!WHAT EXACTLY SHE WANTS?

I gave in anyway and told her I'll be there.
12. 3/1/09 (11am+) received a call from Ward 8 asking for Guff. !@##$%^
Solution: whaa..?I was halfway searching for parking then...told to meet at the Ward Supply straight.Searched high and low for Guff.Vigamox while the attendant looked at me impatiently.I felt like an idiot.Told the "pakar mata" Guff.Vigamox was not available..and replaced with Guff.Ciloxan instead.
13. 3/1/09 (1pm) ICU wanted IV Cloxacillin 500mg.
Solution: ICU knew the existence of "satellite call pharmacist".So not waiting to disturb the pharmacist on-call,they decided to get it from the satellite pharmacist instead...yea the one which JasMin tried to tell me over the phone.blur case..can't blame her,considering she was doing her satellite call with..erm..the snake queenXD

the pharmacist on-call had to come..anyway.I'm undispensable LOL.
14. 3/1/09 (3pm) Ward 4 wanted to fill up their tablets supplies,IV Dopamine and IV Vitamin K 10mg.
Solution: Vitamin whaa..?!great...now I have to pinjam ubat from the hospitals nearby.but how?!!-__- armed with Ong's "oh very ma fan lo..u need to call their pharmacist on-call" as well as a few SOS calls to ShoenChuen,I phoned up HAT and HTI.

was so haaapppieee when HAT called back with a "Yes"!told me that they have already leave the medication at HAT's A+E...whoever it is..I LOVE YOU muah~*

managed to typed out the surat pinjam ubat,filled up the ambulance form and dashed to A+E to arrange for transport.
"ubat ni urgent ye..nak cepat"

half way back to the ward supply,I heard ambulance sirens..LOL!

I waited for an hour for the medication..and another 30min for the attendant from ward4 to collect it from me.tell me about urgency...X)

It was already 6pm when I reached home. I was still pretty proud of my performance when my phone rang again > <"!!!
15. 3/1/09 (7pm) Ward7 called up for IV Labetalol.
Solution: EHHH!!the amount I gave can last till monday riiite!!how come?!!
The nurse sounded apologetic,telling me that they lost the medications.LOL XDXD
laugh die me laugh die me...
but hor..I'm thinking otherwise.Considering that the Dr asked me about the strength,as well as the dilutions hehe.
ohwell...what can I do wo?get my butt to the hospital and gave them the medications...praying hard that they won't lose it this time XD

First time where Monday seemed like heaven and Sunday felt like forever. Sunday was surprisingly peaceful...no calls.Only occasional texts from friends,either congratulating me,or just checking whether was I still alive *smirks*

but yes..got number 16 -____-"

16. 5/1/09 (12.30am) Ward 9 called for IV Rocephin and IV Flagyl.
Solution: Went to the Satellite to get the medications.the hospital's like..SO COLD at night la brr. gave the wrong amount > <" only realised when I was already half asleep on the bed..ended up dreaming being buried by medication chart X)

and a good night sleep to mark the end of my 1st oncall experience. tralala~

and...if there's something I wanna change right now,it will be my hp ringtone XD.

~~(to be continued...)~~

another December baby =)

2008-12-14T12:24:00.007Z

she's like the122435845th December13 baby!XD

seriously!

anyway...hApPie bUrfdAy Shi Mun!

beautiful cake bought by ShoenChuen.

It was actually a pretty last minute plan,seeing that a few of them wasn't around.But with ShoenChuen around,I guess things just fell into place =) fully equipped with lighter and a pack of tissue paper lol.

wanna cry dy wanna cry dy...T_T

Angelic smile =)

My new found friend!first got to know her in OPD,when I was terribly lost and she was one of those few who was patient enough to guide me and showed me the location of drugs one by one.Sorry for spilling the DD tho..=P I like her smile...innocent =)

The UM's 25% male pharmacy grad 2008 XD

Lastly, a groupie.
Thanks Dr.KC =D

A birthday celebration in Ward Supply as a PRP.meaningful aye?=D
I hope none of the U44s/U48 reads my blog XDXD

I met a boy in ICU today.

2008-12-11T12:40:00.007Z

So small for a 14-year old...
there were tears at the corner of his tightly closed eyes.
how I really wished to know enough to help.

A burfday celebration

2008-12-02T12:10:00.003Z

Finally!something to blog about =D

we knew each other since ages but I only got to know 02/12's ur burfday few days ago...ya i know,i'm such a lousy fren.blah..

surprisingly,tricking her for a gathering was easy.=D had a wee dinner at Bread Forest but lots of good laughs over lame and brainless jokes thrown in which left me with aching belly and sore cheeks.such a blessing to have them =)

oh did I mention 01/12 was the first oncall day for us PRP?and MrChoong was so "Ong" that he got called like..1hr after 5pm?XD

A BIG Happie burfday to you dear! =)

I hope u didn't wish for getting 1st place?XD (oh did I mention Shoen Chuen was always the top1 or top2 during secondary school?*salute*)

All smiles =)

Syok sendiriXD

pretty brainy girls.I envy *pouts*

a PRP family potrait.
minus lil' girl JasMin,Ashikeen(?) and Syidah(?)

p/s: sorry for the blur photos.I laughed so hard I could hardly stand straight and hold the phone steadily.

"You know tooo much....hahahahahaha!!lol."

Tupperware bottles.

2008-11-18T14:38:00.003Z

Theirs...

mine.

hahaha...

week 1.

2008-11-07T12:33:00.003Z

Sunday 2/11: was so afraid that I would end up late and get sent to SLIM RIVER..so i made a trip down to Ipoh just to be 100% sure where's Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri...and I got excited over the Big Apple and Mng and Espirit and Guess outlet in Ipoh Jusco lol. bleh jakun XD oh and had my 1st Big Apple experience...beats Krispy Kreme three hands down (bleh sue me..lala).

Monday 3/11: the kiasu-ness continued.I reached JKN about 7.30am...even earlier than the keraniXD supposed to start at 8 but we ended up sitting in the bilik mesyuarat till about 9am(say wanna wait till everyone was there).but eventually attendance not full also -__- listened to an ex-estate manager talk crap for a full 1.5hr...kerani ramping came in,called our names and we got our posting letters.DEI!i thought we get to choose if we reach there early?!#@#$$^!% both JasMin and me got "Hospital Seri Manjung/Tapah". o.O?!! and just coz we were posted to the same place,we had to share ONE.SATU.一.yat.posting letter.-____________-|||

nebermind...so we headed down to the Lembaga Farmasi Negeri,and found out that the person in-charge was "sibuk" and "boleh balik lagi 3 petang?" !@#$#%%^&#$

NEBERMIND!had Ipoh hor fun with dad,drove round and round Ipoh and ended up in Ipoh Jusco cinema watching My Best Friend's Girl. > <"

finally made it to the Lembaga at 3.listened to the foxy lady talk for another 1.5hr...and kena shoot because I was too sexy. "nanti kena sexual harassment jangan nangis.." bleh go die far far lah!

reached Sitiawan at 6.Hopefully my pay starts today or else.......haih can't do anythin also T_T

Tuesday 4/11: had dad sent both JasMin and me to Tapah.3hrs to-fro.filled up tonnes of "maklumat peribadi" forms and found out that the pengarah went to play golf and we couldn't sign our surat aku janji and we had to make another trip back Tapah again.-___- health report got tendang balik because no "tiada kanabis dan dadah dalam kencing" cop.blaaaaaaardy heeell...u think my car use water wan izzit?!

made a trip back to Sitiawan's klinik kesihatan for that cop and kena shoot kao kao by the nurses because they don't have it and it was the 1st time their report tidak diluluskan.
"kalo tak puas lagi panggil dia call sini!" deng..should have asked the nurse for her name and handphone number!o.O!!

being a good garmen servant,we decided to report ourselves to SeriManjung although it was already 3pm.filled up tonnes of "maklumat peribadi" forms again and was directed to meet with the Farmasi head and was told that all U41 and above was not around.-__________- dumped to OPD.felt useless.felt like as if I was "interupting the earth from spinning".

Wednesday 5/11: start working in OPD!without having a clue!had fun memorizing that Buscopan=Hyoscine untuk muntah.Maxolon=metoclopramide.Maalox=Al/Mg antacid.Marvelon=female hormones.Voltarol and Voltaren are different stuff and paracetamol is given 2tabs tds.
and I failed my pP3 countless times because of MST/Sevredol/complicated paed doses.bleh...
3.5yrs of education down the longkang infront of the OPD.T_T

Thursday 6/11: noticed some of the pembantu farmasi/pharmacist seniors were not that helpful anymore coz we couldn't seem to remember anything and kept asking the same question.X) and the other prps didn't call us for lunch break...felt so...forgotten T_T and when I was trying to help one of the prp on DD,I spilled quite abit of it T_T aih why like thiiiiisssss...

Friday 7/11: still trying hard to break into the UM/USM group of prps.made myself proud today by helping up a little in the dispensing because the patient only speaks foochow and I was the only foochow pharmacist lol.starting to get the flow...less questions asked.in charge of counting+checking the DD.felt better coz i seemed to be...useful XD oh today I hurt myVi-zhai T_T on my way sending him for the 1000km service summore...how irony. haih...

mie TGIF?tomorrow still need to be there at 9am for dunno-what kursus la isssssh...*yawns*

2008-11-02T14:41:00.001Z

开工大吉！

旺啊！发啊！eh...

ahGirl's photoshoot

2008-10-27T07:01:00.003Z

*pats*cough*cough*away*cough*accumulated*dusts*cough cough*

daily updates in Glasgow,monthly or even bimonthly updates once graduated+return home. I guess this is tradition...^^")

lots of tiny weeny bits of bloggable stuff,but I guess my laziness beats all of them hands down.bla.

anyway,here are shots of our new(okla,almost half a year dy) family member,ahGirl.

nomnomnom...

emo-ing...

"jie jie where's my food?"

emo-ing again...
"oooo..you like mah sexeh chest haaair?"
"mie si?!"
"mm oi yeng ngor laaaa *blushed*"

how old's she?human year's about 6months old,so i guess that made him 3.5 doggie year old?? enlighten me please.

hahaha..lame dao ah..XD

2008-10-11T17:09:00.002+01:00

geddit?geddit?geddit or not jek?*whistles*

I effin' hate forwarded emails/messages..

2008-10-08T17:27:00.003+01:00

BUT theese......

eh..there was this movie looong time ago...a big flying dog with kids sitting on him one..remember?remember?
this reminds me of my AhGirl!no?hehe...smiley =)

AhGirl!after digging holes in daddy's garden.lol!

seriously seriously made my day!whee~^^
thanks XinYin!

Scottish affairs-LochNess.Pollok House.

2008-10-06T10:35:00.007+01:00

despite being able to visit many countries,part of me regretted for not being able to spend time appreciating what Scotland has to offer.only a day trip to the famous Loch Ness and a short visit to the Glasgow Pollok House to wrap up my short 1year adventure to the west.

wanted to make it a road trip initially but ohwell,nobody had the balls to drive so...

GBP28 for a daytrip to LochNess-Inverness.no time,so can't complain...

I could have stood a whole day there emo-ing ok...ish,but no time.> <"

Urquhart Castle.the scenery was gorgeous!I could have sat there sunbathing/emo-ing 1whole day also...instead of rushing through the whole place in 30min.-___-"

fake Nessie spotted.not kyuute also ceh.
what we did mostly...-___-""

with only a few more days left in Scottish soil,I was ddddying to meet him!the guys were only interested in DOTA(boo!) while the gals were only interested in filling up their luggage spaces with cheap ZARAs/TopShops/MissSelfridges...so it was down to only the 2 of us again!

the random partner!Fionna...(gosh,that fugly tan...> <")

him!him!love!love love!finally..!

ber-bonding with the Scottish highland cow ('heilan coo' in Gaelic)

Pollok House and the garden.we need to pay a whooping GBP 8 to enter the upper floor of the house,which the friendly guard whispered to us "there's actually nothing much to see..juz a house." lol.

for nature lovers(boo!to building lovers hehe) u'll definitely love it here!what's more..it's free entrance.perfect for cheapskate Asian student like me.X)

snippets of AhGirl.

2008-10-01T08:11:00.004+01:00

On Raya eve,we were chatting outside the house,with AhGirl next to us.She was panting as usual(you knoe,the "heh heh heh" with tongue sticking out).

I put my head next to her and randomly mimicked her panting.

AhGirl: o.O?*insert wtf expression*

hahahahahaha.....lol!both mum n me laughed till our belly hurts!her expression...priceless can!

something like that...with 1 ear up and 1 ear down.and minus the cat part.AhGirl's a dog. X)

2 months difference.

2008-10-01T07:00:00.003+01:00

30/06/2008

23/08/2008

sigh.you say die or not?slap me please..make me exercise!T_T

I iz from NanHwa.

2008-09-28T11:04:00.003+01:00

an AhPek told a mutual friend of mine...

refering to Sitiawan-ians, "those that are not from ACS never study wan(boh tak cek)".

yala.

"be careful.I might eat you.I'm a non-ACS barbarian."

baaaah...if I ever got Sri Manjung,better not let me see u ah uncle.

Spain-Portugal

2008-09-26T03:37:00.008+01:00

I know..this post is loooong overdue. but you don't piss me now ah I tell you..I'll slap whoever's asking me about my posting again(perak!I was happily jumping around and the next thing I know some dumbASS decided to cancel it due to "some changes need to be made".and HE has the balls to tell us to call back AFTER 20/10!! to confirm again!)wtf.

partly I no longer have the mood to recall,partly also coz it has already been soooo long ago..so I'll just put up photos n add pathetic bits that I remembered lah.dammit I'm still pissed ok.shesh..
I can't remember where was this...don't even remember whether it's in Spain or Portugal ^^") guess this is the downside when you're following a tour...you just follow,you don't use your brain X)
oh this one i remember..Salamanca. quite a happening place I would say,was interested to explore but we were only given less than 2hours here.

and the less than 2hr duration,was used for...

ok-ish Spanish Sangria...fuh,liquor under scorching sun..-__-"""

ok-ish but pricey seafood paella(pronounced as 'pa-eh-ya' according to tour guide david).

I say "a little bit of spicy will do this some good."
mum say "give me 100bucks and I can cook better than that!"
dad say "eh,angmo really dunno how to cook rice hor?"

this one...can't remember also..> <" I only remember walking up narrow steps with a few of the US tourmates just to visit the library(or was it medical university?). haha semangat...but I had quite a good chat while on our way down..=)

Fatima.a smaller+modern version of the Vatican City.but the crowd was equally spectacular...oh and I like the hymns sung!oh see the crowd behind?even with so many people around,it was silent and solemn.nice =)

but there's something I don't understand tho...
According to our guide,catholics in the old times used to cut the bodies of saints into pieces and distribute them all over the world as sacred pieces.

yea..i was like o.O? any catholics out there can enlighten me?

Lisboa!that guy behind me's from Iraq i think.heh..imagine having a whole bus load of Americans+Aussies...plus 1 very quiet Iraqi.lol.
"whoa I better go befriend him,tell him we from M'sia...good fren good fren."

lol.

some seafood thingy that we shared...24euros if I'm not mistaken.
I say " eh,not badlar..."
mum say " give me 100bucks...." lol.
dad say" ......"

well yea...basically if it's curry/tomyam rather than a bland tomato base it would be better.

inside a castle or something..can't remember where.i only remember eating a 1euro small kaya puff and 1euro Portuguese egg tart. -___-""

Sevilla!
Sevilla's cathedral converted into a museum.the entrance was 7euros for adult,but 2euros for student.lol.so my parents decided to just rest outside while i made use of my international student card. =P
It's quite worth the money la..even if it's 7euros.they claim to house the remains of Christopher Columbus.
centre piece..not the Christopher Columbus tomb.XD

and I climbed up the bell tower..thinking that it was an easy task. > <"

*squint squint* see the batang thingy at the top right?the people of Sevilla nicknamed that bridge...Viagra Bridge. lol.actually name-Alamillo Bridge(ok I wikipedia-ed this.)

Spanish ____??!! I can't even remember whatz the name of this place...shesh.I was all alone there because mum and dad simply refused to go under the scorching sun.

Cordoba.and don't get me started on the Cordoba optional! trip..shesh...

machiam circus....I like!heh..one of the few church convert to mosque/mosque convert to church buildings.So you get both crucifixes and onions in one building. =P

Madrid!not many shots of Madrid partly due to(okla fully due to) the big ass ZARA they have+rolls and rolls of shops with 'rebajas' surrounding it.

the bullfighting ring.ok I'm totally against bullfight...why not have it the other way round?that will be more interesting I'm sure.

part of the tourgroup.Most of them are either Americans/Aussies..yea I know they don't look like one.lol.westernized...bleh.

Madrid City Hall.no price for guessing where i got the info from..lol.
the loooooooong queue for iPhone.sweat rite?sweat!don't understand.....aircon ZARA just down the street la.
forgot dy laaa...I remembered we were making fun of its name tho.

okfinish...bai.

rest in peace.

2008-09-17T15:10:00.003+01:00

My first reaction where i saw this photo on the newspaper today was "wa..she's so preetty!!"

She's YingXin,the 16year old Johor girl who was kidnapped and later found dead.burnt and semi-decomposed.

such beautiful girl...those monsters who did that to her..should just be burnt alive.

details *here* and *here*

I never know Pangkor Island can be so beautiful.

2008-09-14T15:39:00.005+01:00

Initially the idea of spending more than 400bux per person for a trip to Pangkor seemed pretty stupid and "over" to me......

well not Pangkor lar to be exact...I was in Pangkor Island Beach Resort,which is situated at a private beach quite a distance away from Pangkor town,with their own ferries as well as their own private jetty. it was a short 30minutes ferry trip+2minutes bus ride from the Lumut jetty to the resort.

the newly refurbished Lumut Jetty and Waterfront park(?)

Our Pacific Wing room...I slept at that "extra" bed. T_T I felt so lebih ok...ish.
Anyway...the location of our room was very strategic with the pool located right at the backyard.

the view from the backyard/balcony of our room...machiam safari park X)

I went for a wee walk alone near the poolside while waiting for dinner to be served...the sunset was sooooo amazing!it was almost equivalent to that Greek sunset I experienced sometime ago.

cool aye?that pondok is actually the place for "the romantic sunset dinner for two"....RM200per person. o.O I say just bring your plate of food to the plastic coaches next to the pondok...hehe. but still...the scenery was a view to die for.

exact same spot.day time view.equally gorgeous...it was really that convenient for me to reach the pool I took lotsa photos with the same view XD

The main bigger swimming pool...that pondok is actually a wee bar for people to have drinks while swimming.
Ocean Wing rooms.newer i think...stayed here once sometime ago but no memory already...lol.

The private villas.I think only angmohs can afford to stay there lah...plus I don't think I'll wanna wake up middle of the nite with a monkey sleeping next to me. =P

oh oh!!did I mention that there was this lizard/monitor creature in the pool while I was swimming!waahlau I couldn't help but imagine being face-to-face with this thing when I breathe in between my strokes.*shivers* shesh I HATE cold-blooded creatures.

like my ah-mah huawer blouse?ngeh ngeh...

matching bracelet,bikini top and necklace..lol.

sand shit!hahahahaha...no really!it's just sand+sea water.tried digging but this small fella was too fast so didn't manage to get a peek of him. heh...ain't he a genius?

huawer pattern......
made by him!meet Mr.crabby..lol.I'm still amazed by him...as well as that wee fella who made the sand shits. =D

and Mr.Hornbill.there were plenty of them...I spotted him picking on his food!eating the papaya bits while throwing away the bread bits!lol.

400bux per person for a good family weekend...pretty worthwhile I think.

Spain-Portugal trip post up next I promise..=P

Love in Greece.

2008-09-11T08:58:00.003+01:00

hs: I lub you dear...
angmoh: I lub you too dear *tearie eyes*
awwww.....*light snores*

wuliao-ness.

2008-09-11T08:47:00.003+01:00

naah...cut the crap.I don't sympathize you coz all guys seemed to be attracted to you because of your mee-gran-neh(Dr BE's way of pronouncing migraine).

LOL.

ok that was a joke.bumped into this photo by accident while sharing files with wee kahyie.

HONEST!!I still lub you berry muchie Wern dearie.
*gib wet kiss to Wern*

Graduation Glasgow 30/06/2008

2008-09-09T15:26:00.007+01:00

Never mind the tears and my rants...I passed my exams and shall be called a pharmacist!the greatest part?I PASSED my PHARMACY PRACTICE 3 paper!after failing for a grand total of 5 blarrdy times!hur...i didn't even pass my tests ok.

I remember double triple quadruple checking my pp3 results.that was how paranoid we all were.and yes,my Merit includes the pass I got for pP3. =D

anyway,here you go...my super belated graduation posts.

as always...the mum.my image advisor/fashion designer/tailor.with lots of loves included.

this shot...taken 1hr before the ceremony.Fionna...selamba as always. X)

XinYin and XinHui.no they are not related.heh...XinYin was wearing a traditional red tartan skirt!
Dad looking smart!mum and me had to resort to cheating dad into getting this coat while shopping in London..lol.I still think it was a good buy.

A nice family portrait =)

LuYi and junior CheeHong.oh LuYi got herself a BIG Distinction...while CheeHong..don't worry,next year shall be your turn! =)

dad+mum's new found friends XDXD they traveled halfway around the globe together you know...and 7European countries somemore.lol.

Stars of the day!group shots...tho a mess,all of them looks good to me.coz everyone's happy and smiling! =))))

Prof. Peter.our daddy.our dean.

bonjour!Dr.Christine Dufes...the sweetest thing =)

the 3 "Asian girls" who worked in Sports Direct Argyle Street.lol.aah...but I was still Dave's favorite*bleh* X)

Gooordon Adamson the buddy.
BIG Dom Winnie Pooh.the 1st "Malaysian word" he learnt was kukujiao -___-" NOT taught by me ok.I sure miss him doing his version of Manglish during our research sessions together lol.formulation of aqueous cream...ugh.but the group members best. =)

PeiLing and Wern.
^^")this...was what happened end of the day.lol.1year of not wearing heels and suddenly we had to wear heels walking up and down slopes.sakit sial...Wern still managed to do her famous lenglui pose -___-"

It was one of the happiest moments of my life.despite having that ugly tan on me lol.

random stuffs from good old Sitiawan..

2008-09-07T17:26:00.002+01:00

so since I've connected my lappie with the internet again..my as well update more.^^

just in case anyone of you didn't believe me when I said RBS the Royal Bank of Scotland's available in Sitiawan,here's a shot of it.

"meningkatkan pelaburan anda dengan RBS" lol.XD

a few of you might have heard about the "May13 case" that happened to my parents awhile ago.So finally last friday,this inspector fella called my dad(at 10.30pm)..saying that they have caught "a few Indons" and wanted my parents to "datang police station cam orang."

oo..cool stuff.I was thinking of standing behind the 1-way glass,saying every single one of them were involved so that every single one of them will be punished and send back.hoo...say me racist,but i hate them!

so on saturday,the 3of us headed off to our 1day lawatan sambil belajar trip to the new police station.

The Police Station.
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*silence*

The police station of this small town called Sitiawan...far more glamorous than the Bukit Aman headquarters i tell u.

The "Pas Pelawat"

we were greeted with empty corridors upon entering the building.awkwardly quiet,not a single soul...We braved ourselves and continue walking further not knowing where were we heading.

Suddenly,I heard noises.looked up and our eyes met(not love story ok?!)...a few malay/indons.some were squatting,others were standing at the 1st floor corridor.they shifted a little and I saw...all their hands were cuffed together.

their gazes seemed to follow our every move.shivers down my spine...that was literally how i felt. they were loitering at the corridor half-freely(hands cuffed together forming a human chain).we walked into one of the "jenayah department" looking for this particular inspector and behold!more scary looking malays/indons squatting inside the office!they easily outnumbered the polices available in the whole building ok!at that moment,i could sense the uneasiness in my parents as well.In my mind,i was imagining having to go through the recognition session right at that spot,with NO barrier in between....

my mind was running wild when I was dragged downstairs by mum,following dad.

dad call it off without wanting to go through it.definitely not worth the risk...

I don't want to be anti-government or anything but the stuff I've been through just recently has really make me see how government departments really work.gosh...my next 4 yrs in government hospital?I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

shot taken during a talk on "how to be a great teacher".-__-" according to mum,teachers were made to attend 48(?) hours of talks+seminar.talk about mouliu-ness!

thinking about my future as a Malaysian,my imagination's running wild again.....
hopefully things will get better.

London

2008-09-07T15:23:00.005+01:00

After 1 whole year of seeing each other through the laptop screen,finally it was time to meet up with our parents...in London!

Met up with Glen,had a hearty meal in Chinatown and both Vyeaw and me headed to the hotel to meet our parents.haha,I remembered him telling me he felt nervous,asking me what should he do first,what should he say first...etc.
I bet our parents were anxious too as upon arrival,I saw both our parents were already waiting at the hotel lobby.

I was greeted with a big hug from teary mum and dad mumbling as usual while helping me with my luggage.aahh...LOVE. =)

"backpack traveling" definitely didn't work with parents. > <" also because the trip was already 2months ago...i can't really recall what I did liao. just some random shots in random orders...

Tower Bridge.not London bridge...London bridge's the ugly one.lol

heh...what do u call these type of guards again?I only remember the Horse Guard with super cool boots.
Trafalgar Square.mum was resting,I was looking at the map,dad was taking random shots(like this)...oh the Cuti-cuti Malaysia office was right infront of Trafalgar Square.not bad for a developing 3rd(?) world country..lol.
St.Paul's Cathedral.I was too kiamsiap to pay for the entrance.

Krispy Kreme!I walked north south east west but didn't know where to get them!just when I was about to give up...all of them cost around RM100.bleh..tell me about kiasu-ness.X) abit too sweet for my liking...
Squirrels!backpack traveling with parents means "walk 10minutes,rest 30minutes". X) shot taken in Kensington Garden while "picnicking" with parents.maybe i should practice my photo skills more and consider getting a DSLR...should I?should I?uugh...hate ugly photos.

London Eye.GBP15 per person for a 30min round.*yawns*

BIG BEN!my favoritest building in London...I don't know why!I remembered the minute i came out from the Westminster subway station,my mouth went :O whooaaa...the exact same effect when I exit the metro station and saw the duomo in Milan.

I can't seem to get enough of Big Ben!everytime it was within my sight,I would literally stared at it in awe. This was the exact same view I saw upon exiting the subway station.

was actually in London again for the 2nd time..not exactly London lah,was in Croydon.mum cousin's place.and i spent 2nites there reading about Nelson Mandela,the Fallen Leaves(good stuff) and being asked lotsa questions (as if sitting for pP3 > <") by mum's nurse cousin.

my London experience.with no changing of guards.no Phantom of the Opera.no Madamme Tusseuds.no Greenwich.sigh.

I've been to Santorini,Greece!

2008-08-19T07:21:00.009+01:00

Despite the heat,Santorini's one of the best place I've been thus far.Gorgeous buildings!Gorgeous clear blue sea!but hm...not-so-gorgeous food and people.X)

Due to a tight budget,we took the "intermediate price ferry" from Athens to Santorini.The 12hrs ferry trip was around 60euros(two ways).
Upon arriving,we met up with the hotel guy and were stuffed into a tiny non-air conditioned van together with another 2angmohs.it was a 30min journey UP HILL. -___-""

and we didn't even had time to bathe!changed,we were once again rushed to the jetty for the island hopping cruise...we were a wee bit annoyed by the rush and wanted to skip the cruise instead.

Luckily we DID NOT!the cruise was more than FANTASTIC!

clear BLUE sea!

Do what the angmohs do...Sunbathing!X)

we made a few stops during the cruise.One for makan,one for mandi.we used our makan stop for both makan and mandi..hehe.because the mandi stop was at a DEEP hot spring ba.I didn't wanna get drowned in a hot spring(I can't swim dammit) and definitely didn't wanna smell like sulphur ba.bleh.
I prefer the smell of sodium chloride.hehe..

we made a stop at a volcano as well.I felt like tofu.Sizzling tofu on hot plate!The tour guide dug a wee hole and asked us to put our hands in it.> <" she said we could actually made half-boiled egg by burying the egg in the hole for 5mins. "eh say earlier can?!!*put burnt fingers into mouth*"
Our last stop was the highlight.I can't remember what's this place called though..=P It was supposed to be the place with the best,most romantic sunset view.This place was SO gorgeous that even photography noobs are professional photographers!you really need to be there yourself to fully understand what I mean.

Gorgeous chick of the day:
Paparazzi shot..heh.

After lots and lotsa camwhoring,we decided to head for our last destination...the sunset viewing platform.That place was flooded with people!We M'sian Chinese are born with survival instinct+ kiasu-ness.so we got ourselves the utmost strategic spot for sunset viewing..even more strategic than the platform.

cool huh?quite a few angmohs actually took photos of us instead!haha..new tourist attractions in Santorini.

and true enough...the sunset was indeed..indescribably beautiful.

we woke up as early as 7am(?) for a bath at the nearby black sand sea the next day before being stuffed into the wee van and ferried back to Athens again.

Santorini...another beautiful God's creation.

It was indeed..a dream come true.^^

p/s:Santorini trip was not as expensive as imagined.Two-ways ferry ticket was abt 60euros(or cheaper if u don't mind longer journeys) and our hotel was only 12euros per pax.There were actually cheaper rooms available.(as cheap as 8euros per pax!).

and that DMT tagged me again...

2008-08-12T11:04:00.002+01:00

DMT always seem to know the perfect time to tag me...> <"

The rules:-

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. Try to recap what you have done at approximate 8.08am or List down at least one interesting thing that you have done during 08/08/08
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

easy peasy...I was still asleep(and prolly dreaming about being chased by hantuS) on 08/08/08 at 08.08am.Nothing much happened despite being a so-called auspicious day lar..as usual,wake up-breakie-newspaper-lunch-nap-tv-dinner.Ohya,watched the Beijing Olympics 2008 opening!good stuff.many ppl wrote about it already,so don't need to elaborate la hor...

ohya!now i remember!EngChuan(and Victor) called me!hohoho..these people remembered me!damn happy can...^^I'm definitely looking forward to a gathering with all of them.if there will ever be one lar in the future..X)

hm..itu saje lo i think.Don't like the number 8 lar.looks fat.sounds bad.me no likey.bleh.
i prefer 7.my david beckie 7!

as usual,not tagging anyone.feel free to do if you wanna n drop me a msg then =)

of being curiously biadab.

2008-08-11T07:39:00.000+01:00

ei yi jie you come back liao ah?"
no ah i'm still in Glasgow *insert a matter-of-fact expression*

lol.

yea i know i should appreciate concerns and compliments but i can't help wondering...X)

waah...ni ma ma mei you jiao ni ah?(english translation: your mother never teach you ah?)

MEI JIA JIAO!hohoho...i know i berry boh liao.

Athens,Greece.

2008-08-10T16:25:00.014+01:00

I have been procrastinating on my Greece trip post as the whole trip was just tooooo awesome to be restricted into ONE blog post with limited words+photos!shall blog on Santorini Island later.anyway,here goes...Athens,Greece.

- G.R.E.E.C.E -

and yes...this country was such as blast that it was 42°C. bye bye fair skin.bye bye nice graduation photos.bleh..

and many thanks to Ron who joined us last minute for all the amazing group shots!and i thought weimeng was the only good photographer in p105.

lol.hahahahahaha....ok inside joke. XD

yeap,16 of us.kudos to the bestest most popular tour guide of p105, mr.Ongsumiin!oh he's guy in stripe shirt doing his famous (",)v sign.

The famous Acropolis.We had to climb all the way up this dusty hill under the heat for this.and there were hell alot of people up there.It was so hot that for the first time I feared that I would have fainted due to the unbearable heat.It was really no joke.angmohs were seen topless(guys lah),tops rolled high up and some were even seen bathing(with clothes on) at the available public taps.We conservative Asians only dared to fill up our bottles at the public taps.lol.

nevermind not being able to visit the Beijing 2008 Olympics 'BirdNest' for I've been to the 1st Olympic Stadium in Athens!hohoho...ok i was lying.T_T

There were really too many ruins around Athens that I've actually lost count...not to mention remember the histories behind them.All we jakuns did was camwhore.and jump.and kena warned.

"hello!hello!come down come down!"
"hello!you must respect bla bla bla...cannot jump here..respect bla bla.."

he jumped anyway.lol.

nobody was looking ba...lol.

Scandalous!got huawer somemore ler...sure got something wan!lol.

Yes!it was sooo dusty that you could feel small stones hitting on you(sakit can?!) whenever the wind blows.it was actually quite amazing that we survived after being there for at least 1hr.

and yes...he did it again.he was half way jumping to block our faces.bleh not successful.=P

coming to think of it...if it was not of the determination of our tour guide,this trip might not have existed.Greece so far ba...plus the airticket was the my most expensive EasyJet flight leh.This trip,was indeed a dream come true for Cyber-Fish.^^

Santorini Island next!

Oslo,Norway.

2008-08-07T15:03:00.007+01:00

1. I wanted to visit Scandinavian countries but tak dapat cari member.sad can?
2. Fionna's 2 travel kaki ffk last minute.
3. flight to Oslo was only GBP14 nett for a return.

1+2+3 = a very random trip.

lol.

and our trip started off with a mad rush at the Prestwick Airport.haha,reached there seconds after the check-in counter was closed...we had to cutQ,mumbled N times of "sorry" and "we are late for our flight,can we go first?"...and it was a mad run to the airplane.

flight leaving 13:25pm,we made it into the cabin at 13:20pm. fuuh!*deeeeep breath*

camwhoring in the train -____-""

upon reaching Oslo Torp,we took a 2hrs+ bus ride to the city centre(now u know why is the flight so cheap?).it was already evening when we reached the city centre...but did i tell u that the sun never really set in Oslo during summer?hehe...

- Norwegian royal palace -

-I forgot what's this building liao^^" -

ohyea..the photos are all in random orders coz the whole trip was soooo random(cheers to fionna tan!XD) that everything's a blur for me now...hah

landmark of Oslo? situated in the well known Vigeland Sculpture Park. the whole park consists of different human sculptures which was pretty cool.oh notice the whole tiang actually consists of human sculptures.

Holmenkollen Ski Tower.one of the coolest place i would say!imagine during winter when the whole place's covered with ice and snow...n u ski aaaaaall the waaaaay dooooown!this ski tower could be easily spotted no matter where i stood.
Norwegian's national sport is actually ski...or was it snow boarding ar?gaah..can't remember.

Sognswann Lake!a place that i would not possibly forget!it's about 5km in diameter...i wonder why it's not a popular tourist spot...hmm.

the Opera Theater!future architects alert!X) my opinion la ok...bleh.

and did i mention that..during my 4days stay in Oslo,it just have to rain...have to blaaardy rain for 3.5days?!
we had to hide in the Folk Museum for almost half a day...hohoho.> <"

this roti canai thingy cost us NOK 200..which is about GBP 2. > <"

so to make up for the loss...we decided to splurge on a fjord cruise.

**hyperventilate**

*silence*

hahaha no la..in my dream lar maybe.that what i was expecting initially so i was pretty much disappointed when we were told that those kind of fjords are only available in Bergen...which was a 6hrs train journey away from Oslo.T_T saaaad can!

but still...it was a good trip lar.say me bias..but i think Scandinavian countries+people rocks much much muuuch more than any of the European countries.United Kingdom included.bleh.

2008-08-06T18:32:00.003+01:00

When I realized I'm actually an IDIOT myself.

loser.

one for the juniors...

2008-08-04T17:46:00.002+01:00

don't worry about the bloody pp3.
I went through it...how many times?seriously i've lost count.
but i remember passing it just weeks before my graduation.

trust me...everything will be fine. =)

p/s: IM is no good person.in the pp3 lab i mean.just becareful okay?
pp/s: the canadian!go to the canadian...heh.

cheerz.and enjoy Glasgow.

bleh.

2008-08-04T17:43:00.001+01:00

haha..funny.

Dublin

2008-08-01T17:00:00.003+01:00

after Belfast,we took a short bus ride to Dublin.I can't recall much on my Dublin trip ~~as there was seriously nothing much~~ but these were the places I've been during my 1day1night there.

the moment u reached Dublin,you'll see this.and this...was a pretty useful landmark I would say. oh it's called The Spire.no idea what was it for though..any idea?

then the famous Temple Bar and a whole street of Irish bars+restaurants...pretty cool.but nothing much lar actually.

the statue of Molly Malone.famous for her beauty ~~and big boobs~~ (?)

don't blame me for not taking the frontview of the statue.see that two ladies on the right?they just refused,i mean not moving even a single inch away despite many hints dropped by tourists who wanted to take photos.they sat there,puffing away...gave the tourists a look...and continue smoking.-___-" what the hell rite?

ok me wrong..i admit i didn't have to guts to shoo them off.

the famous Trinity College.
the Ha' penny Bridge.nice photo kan?spot the couple behind...=)
Ha' penny Bridge=half a penny bridge.it was named as people need to pay half a penny toll to cross the bridge long time ago...yalar,long time ago lar don't ask me when.

prolly our time in Dublin was really limited(it was my idea lar sorry> <"),or maybe there really wasn't much stuff in Dublin for us to see...the most interesting stuff there, in my opinion...were these.
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. typical Penang asam laksa.
Nasi Lemak.
and my curry mee with lotsa juicy prawns.
BESTEST Malaysian food i had (in Europe lar of course!).
*any Glasgow-craving-for-Malaysian-food juniors in the house?*

Guinness StoreHouse.
welp there seriously wasn't much stuff to see inside la..touristy as compared to the Bushmill Brewery in Belfast,but better lar coz that means fully air-conditioned. but paying 10euros for a wee "educational" tour and a whole pint of Guinness was..ok lar not bad. Guinness actually tasted quite good for my palate...but i heard Malaysian Guinness taste different(?).

Vertigo Bar(?) at the top floor of the Guinness StoreHouse.360degrees view...but surroundings all factories ba -___-"
1/3 pint and I was no longer sober.^^"

N.Ireland - Belfast

2008-08-01T07:55:00.011+01:00

so here's the looong belated post on my mostest favoritest bestest trip...to Belfast^^

everything started off quite randomly..i forgot where we got back from one night,everyone decided NOT to study and was lazing in luyi's room together with Wern.when suddenly we(or was it me?)came out with this idea of going Ireland in June.

check Ryanair.eh,got cheap Glasgow>Belfast flights.Dublin>Glasgow flights also cheap wo. SET! despite the indecisiveness of certain people,the 3 of us decided to book our tickets straight.and the decision was proved later to be one of my best decision ever made! =D

do NOT underestimate 3 girls.bleh. here you go!the 3 of us.

some random emo/artsy-fartsy shots...

by luyi...

by yours truly...
by luyi...
by yours truly...XD

shortly after we landed,we took a looong bus journey ride to Ballintoy.looong as in reaally looong.from kuala lumpur to kedah like that.no highway.only cameron highland-like roads.but the last 2hrs ride along the coastline was very scenic.Wern had fun looking at me go "waaaahhhh.."

reached our hostel in the evening.didn't do much besides walking around the fields and see the sunset.did i mention the town we were in consisted of less than 50houses?but it was good..we had horses right infront of our hostel and sheeps right next to it.and the air stinks of sheep/horse/cow poo.cool stuff eh?my dream vacation.X)

Carrick-a-rede robe bridge. Soo scary can...*fakes scream* X) u can actually pay an extra GBP 1 for a cert to certify that u've crossed to bridge. ^^"

doggie:" hmph!i don't wanna play with u...wern jie jie...wern...weeeeerrrnnn jie jie don't run.."

"three black sheeps three black sheeps...lalala~" eh no,wrong song..
these sheeps were literally baa-ing right next to our hostel.eheheh...

how can angmoh trip be complete without alcohol kan?

got ourselves drunk with only a few sips of irish whisky..the whisky was nice.better than scotch but still..i prefer normal beer lah.
then we went to the famous Giant Causeway...which really left me in awe.those stones are really pentagon/hexagon-ish in shape!Best creator award can..God's Great^^

it was a pity that we only had less than 10min there...the public bus service just have to end so early.before 6pm?!#$#^%&!!!

unsatisfied,we decided to check out this Larrybane place near the rope bridge.got lost...
and we ended up here(or were we already there?)...perfect camwhore place!hohoho....u wouldn't wanna know how many shots we took at this spot alone.

i like this shot can...dunno why ^^" happy kan?

then next shot got story wan...i saw this nice cliff lar,so i proceed over without thinking...then this 2girls keep on shouting "eh careful...eh don't go over lar,very dangerous leh eh.." i insisted la aburthen...then after i got my shot......as usual,they also want one.- -" bleh XD
there u go...this shot.nice kan?

left Ballintoy early morning the next day and headed for Belfast city centre.

Belfast Wheel and the City Council building.

we walked n walked n walked and finally sampai Belfast's Big Fish.poor fish...have to bear with our pattern yang berbagai-bagai.

we posed with Big Fish.
we jumped with Big Fish.
we kissed Big Fish.-____-"
shortly after this shot,a wee boy in bike came over and asked "why do u wanna kiss the glass fish?*innocent innocent*" paiseh sial...X)

nothin better to do...we walked towards the Queen's University.

"wheeee~~ngor graduate jor!" eh no...wrong uni.

The Queen's University,Belfast.
really really nothing to do jor...so we went to the Botanical Garden.^^"

The 3 Flowers.

I mean the Real 3 Flowers lar ok..bleh.

so kyuute lah the taste!

2008-07-22T03:30:00.004+01:00

Kopparberg pear cider.
a swedish cider.
a gem indeed.

quoted from yannee "the taste is so kyuuute!"

love it.love it.love it.buuurrp.

luckily it was a late discovery.if not I would have turned into an alcoholic long time ago for sure. ^^

a wee update...

2008-07-01T16:16:00.003+01:00

fuh!June has been busy busy BUSY!buzz buzz...busy like a bee ma.

ok not funny.

anyway...here's what happened in June 2008!

was in Belfast.

GIANT CAUSEWAY!

then Dublin.

The Black Stuff.only managed to drink 1/4 of it.taste good tho..

then Oslo,Norway.

Sognswann Lake.breathtaking can!

then off to Greece!

Santorini Island rocks my sox!

this place is so gorgeous that everyone's a professional photographer.and I'm not kidding.

then then then...London!with daddy and mummy!*cries*

me *heart* BIG BEN!

and finally......

30th JUNE 2008.

Leavin' on a jetplane.

2008-06-07T03:23:00.003+01:00

or rather cheap ~~RyanScare~~ RyanAir flights...

today,exactly 1year after...marks the end of my stay in James Blyth Court.

and today...marks the start of my Euro Tour Marathon!whee~

7/6-11/6:Belfast/Dublin,Ireland.

12/6-16/6:Oslo,Norway.

18/6-23/6:Greece! *faints*

23/6-26/6:London.

shall meet up with long-missed mummy+daddy and I'll officially graduate!pray that I'll survive through the Marathon yea..X)

till then...toodles!

Finally...

2008-06-04T21:14:00.002+01:00

something I've been longing for...3.5years.

Sitiawan kakiS!HuYiJie shall be back on the 22/7/08!

我毕业了！！！

random stroll

2008-06-04T12:07:00.002+01:00

Ahoj!

housemates were all away for their vacations..and when people around me worried that i would be lonely at home,I had The Fionna next door.and being with The Fionna means doing random stuff.real random stuff..

I mean...who on earth will walk 30min at 12am in Glaswegian weather for a bowling session when he/she knows very well that the bowling alley is very likely closed?

random rite....?

hahahahaha....anyway,it was fun.I wish to have more of these random walks...good bonding sessions.
all of us...from left:Peter,Angeline,Pavel,Alicia,The Fionna,George(?),Fhern,Me,Bao.
I wished that one day when i stumbled upon this photo again,I'll be able to recall their names..=)

with the bowling alley closed,we decided to teach the Czech fellas whatz the meaning of camwhoring...

we thought Peter would be a good candidate to hold the camera since he's the one with the longest arm...

erm......maybe not...
Peter's 2nd attempt....

okaay..still unsuccessful.

the professional-camwhore-Malaysian Fionna decided to give it a try...

masih tak boleh...-____________-""""

impatient and unable to understand the fun behind camwhoring,George decided to snatch the cam and just take a photo of us instead.hahahaha...XD

mah champion.mah boi...=D

2008-06-02T23:33:00.002+01:00

him last year.dumb Piers&Amanda..who didn't put him through.

him this year.the audition and he got through.

him during the grand finale!it was electrifying!

George Sampson.winning routine.winning determination.and of course,winning smile.aww...=)

Britain's Got Talent 2008 Champion.

reminiscence.

2008-05-31T03:53:00.003+01:00

spot me...*winks*

was ~~procrastinating not to sleep~~ browsing through random photos in my collection and came across this...oh gosh,how long was this...3?4years ago?I missed them...i wonder if they feels the same?

how long more when I'll post up a photo of my p105 frenz with exactly the same message?

dang..sky's getting bright liao.better go sleep.

rewind..trip to Holland.

2008-05-27T23:06:00.006+01:00

a complete blogpost on my trip to Holland...*preview*

- random graffiti at the streets of Amsterdam.and a bicycle.

- wooden clogs.my journey into Keukenhof...

tulips..lotz of them.heaps of them.apa colour pun ada..gigantically-sized.

and Volendam...a fish village(?)
but for some..Volendam's more like a shopping paradise.It was a total souvenir shopping spree..not for me lar of course. X) ignore that bag I was holding.I was just helping.honest!

- some artsy-fartsy shots.

One of the best place I've been so far..Colourful.Lively.Varieties.Friendliness.

and that DMT tagged me..

2008-05-25T22:22:00.003+01:00

yea so DingMinTien decided to tag me just because ~~I’m too poor to travel~~ I'm around.well being a responsible blogger XD...here goes..

The rules:-

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

random 1: I have a pair of lime green shoes and I heart them lotz.say me weird..bleh~

random 2: I'm a six grader in ballet and an eighth grader in piano but i can do well in neither of them.surprise?yada yada...dad quit reminding me about my Negaraku will u?

random 3: I have a brother named Lulu. o.O

random 4: I heart Amsterdam but never fancy Prague and Venice.dirty n commercialized..eww

random 5: I prefer Wayne Rooney over C Ronaldo.I prefer Prince Harry over Prince William.and I prefer Dr A.Paul over Aussie Wheate.and people say I have weird taste..hmph.

random 6: I HATE tomatoes.but i heart tomato ketchup.

random 7: I'm easily constipated.yup..which very much explains my vege/yoghurt/fruits-based diet.

random 8: I think I'm normal.and I have a pretty good tastes in guyz.bleh~

can't think of who to tag..whoever feels like doing it just do lah ok?remember to tell me then *winks*

yawns..back 2sleep.

I know I should be grateful...

2008-05-13T23:37:00.003+01:00

but this is too much!

we allowed you into our country (legally/illegally) for you to make a better life...
but useless you couldn't get a proper job.or did you thought that Malaysia is a place for easy money?

and when useless you couldn't get a job or just simply doesn't wanna work your black hairy ass off for some hard-earned money...you decided to spend your last Rm10 on a big parang and earn quick buck.

worthless,useless f*cktards!How i wished the tsunami had washed your whole nation away!for now..i wished that the whole bunch of you would starve to death and rott in HELL!bloody worthless...gah!even assholes worth more than you!at least they give us the ability to shit bloody hell...

I swear I'll never hold pity for any single one of you anymore..photos with half your head deflated?pieces of your rotting brains(oh you actually have one?) scattered on the roadsides...serves you RIGHT!

I'm sorry but this has gone too far...

If I'm granted one wish...

2008-05-13T20:35:00.001+01:00

I wish I'm back home right now.
never in my life had I feel so helpless...so far away.

2008-04-29T11:40:00.002+01:00

got this from crz's blog...

If we win, we praise God.
If we lose, we praise God.
-Facing the Giants-

strengthen your faith YiJie...

makcik that ASS-U-ME

2008-04-27T02:19:00.009+01:00

There was this makcik who came into the shop to get a few pieces of Lionsdale t-shirts.It was pretty obvious that she came from the same country as I am...so being friendly,i sorta made a wee chat with her la while she was payin for her stuffs.

"Jumpa lagi." was the joke she cracked before she left.

true enough.moments later she returned.

and she claimed that there was a mistake in the receipt.
2 same shirts with different prices.

yea no doubt.I do admit that Lionsdale tshirts do look the same most of the time...but I pointed out to her later on the differences in design+the different barcode.

and the VERY THE OBVIOUS DIFFERENT PRICE TAG.

dei...the font is at least size 20 ok?

at first,I felt abit apologetic..but the more she accused,the more pissed I became.(oi,makcik..ingat pasar malam ka?)She insisted that it was our fault to put 2different clothes in the same rack,and insisted that the 2shirts were the same.-____-"

"I assume they are the same"
"I assume they are of the same price"

dei...does 5.09pounds looks anythin like 3pounds to u?

we told her right from the beginning there were no way of a refund.and credit notes were the most we could give her.repeated a few times somemore ok...frustrated,i actually repeated the same line using bahasa melayu.

and i assumed she abit terasa lar(coz she replied me in perfect grammatically correct english)...maybe she thought I was assuming that she couldn't understand english or something...

in the end,she still ASSUMED that the tshirts were the same because they were of the same material and put at the same rack...and still INSISTED that it was our fault for making them looks the same+not giving her a refund.

-________________________-""

*tuuuuut*

luckily Ashley was in a good mood today i tell u...if she started *tuuut*-ing that makcik's nenek moyang cucu cicit cacat or worst,nationality,then I "white white" kena...

ASSUME = making an ASS outta U and ME.
and oi makcik,I bloody did NOT assume u tak paham bahasa inggeris ok?because cikgu david ajar kita tak baik hari hari pakai assume aje.lain kali....boleh guna CONFIRM?

Sports Direct Argyle St.

2008-04-26T20:13:00.004+01:00

To everyone in Sports Direct Argyle St:

The short 7months journey with u guyz will be one of my most unforgettable memories i have in Glasgow...I don't mean to sound corny but I really do love every single one of you..

-Ashley...I was initially very scared of her as she was very coool.and being in Glasgow for less than a year didn't help me understand most of the stuff she said..sorry for the hiccups i caused once in a while...but I do love u!thanks for the guidance+help+friendship =)

- ~~ButtCrack~~David the boss!yayaya...he is the one I've been talking about since the first day I worked.cool+nice..from my job interview to the very last moment!I really do hope I'll get a similar boss in the future..really sorry for taking your tolerance for granted most of the times..

okok..prolly the photo of him and me didn't do him much justice..he just couldn't stop talking -___-""

so i shall include another photo of him...

not bad looking huh?

Carol,Sarah,Alana,Lindsay,Pamela,Steven,~~InnocentBoi~~Ross,Nicola,
Markie,Tygue,Jamie,Andy,Stevo,Will ,Jade&Tasha(who left before me)..and everyone else..Love u guyz too!sorry for being awkwardly quiet most of the time..I really do hope that our frenship won't end there but I guess I just couldn't get myself 2talk to you guyz more..> <" love u guyz lotz...

I'll definately miss every single one of you.*hugz*

my constant reminder.

2008-04-19T10:48:00.002+01:00

There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

of 2apples and a big bowl of Greek yoghurt...

2008-04-18T14:31:00.002+01:00

shall be my lunch till my Greece trip in June.

for nice photos...determination,YiJie...determination.

study break-spread the gloom

2008-04-17T15:18:00.003+01:00

untitled

2008-04-14T23:23:00.003+01:00

ok...everyone knows I don't fancy Jay Chou enough to actually google up his photo and post it here....but something happened.somethin totally....absurd.

Mum found this photo in her computer 2 days ago.

and she thought it was a photo of HU YI JIE taken recently in Amsterdam!

and u know what's the most interesting part?

she thought this photo was nice and she made it as her desktop wallpaper.

-________________________-""""

OH MY WORD.

lol.

holland-brussels preview

2008-04-11T00:15:00.004+01:00

off to my 3rd europe trip on the 4/4/08 early morning...to holland for

the lovely tulips...

windmills...

*ehem*

and the infamous 'coffee shop'

and a wee 1day1nite trip to brussels for...

'fine' chocolates...

the wee pissing boy..

the Belgian beer...

more of it soon...*scampers off for more drug delivery systems*

2008-03-31T23:33:00.002+01:00

the final year research thesis deadline coming up...and everyone's striving+giving their best
the graduation's nearing...and everyone's busy planning and preparing for the ultimate europe trips with parents+friends...

but what is a perfect score in the thesis,or a perfect europe getaway with love ones...

when i STILL need a pass.for PP3?

i hope i'm not giving up...

am I creative or what?whistle

2008-03-27T21:28:00.003Z

hApPie bUrfdAy LeeYin =)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

hApPie bUrfdAy old women!lol
love u lotz!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I met a wee Czech girl today.

2008-03-22T19:09:00.002Z

Her mum was busy keeping the change into her purse, and so i passed her the bag instead.

"Děkuji."

taking the bag,she gave me her smile in return.the sweetest smile...cuteness!

liar liar pants on fire

2008-03-18T22:21:00.003Z

Ann called.
a deep breath and i decided to pick up the phone.

uncountable texts,voicemails and missed calls from her but i just couldn't make myself replying... come to think of it,i really don't know why.taking a bus trip alone every 6weeks to the southside just....doesn't sound comfortable.mixing with a whole group of gwailous doesn't sound comfortable.either.

the point is...im weak.aye...i admit my lack of knowledge in christianity,lack of communication skills make me inferior...praying alone,aye sure.praying aloud infront of everyone?neh...

i had been thinking hard...for an excuse,of why i did not reply to her call/text...but i could hear Ps.Liam's sermon..continuously playin in my mind...guess it was God aye?XD i thought i might still be called for stewarding even tho i've missed the meetings+not replying to any of their text/calls but i was wrong...no text calling me for stewarding.

so....finally i decided to give Ann a text.still...have not given up in making a "reasonable excuse"
>>busy with assignments so unable to make it for meetings.
aye rite.

she phoned me up today...somehow after a wee chatting,i told her about the real reason for me not being able to attend the meetings.
she said no problem.and told me to contact jossy about it...and that she will mail me the stuff instead since i can't make it for the meetings.

i almost teared wey...

oklar right now sure u'll be thinkin whatz the big fuss lar...just freaking take a bus and go to the meetings lar since it's every 6weeks,kan?and whatz the big deal with telling Ann a lie/a truth lar,kan?

geez.......dunno lah,i guess only me myself understands whatz happening in my head rite now lah.

say people...

it's just darn frustrating lar,when u know somethin's so good...but yet people doesn't believe u,and then u don't have enough knowledge and ability to convince them to blieve u.absobloodylutely(quoted from minimei) frustrating.

aiyah..the bottomline is...

God is good lah. =)

the last lecture

2008-03-18T00:36:00.002Z

nice.
=)

my all time favourite...

2008-03-13T18:57:00.002Z

2008-03-09T01:24:00.003Z

it was raining heavily.
a very old lady slipped and fell while crossing the busy road.hard.
her old husband struggled to get her back on her feet.
the green light turned red.
and the stupid traffic actually honked them.

i swear i'll never allow my parents to be like them.

Ps. Liam said...

2008-03-02T16:01:00.003Z

the lowest level of christianity: is being blessed
but the highest level of christianity: is to be a blessing. =)

surprised.

2008-02-29T19:20:00.002Z

luyi's 29/2 surprise reminded me about this wee surprise i got few weeks back as well...but ofcourse lah,ppl's surprise and mine different lah...mine is just so that i can "stay strong and don't give up"...i dunno about ppl wan lah..

the rumours about the result for our pp3 resit exam were high...we were devastated.yes,not even one from the WHOLE gang of us got a 'pass' for that bloody exam...again.

for this sweet anonymous,thanks alot of the choc...but surprises will only work on me when i get to know the truth in the end...and no,until i know who gave me this,it shall continue to sit quietly on my table.as for the pp3 resit results...i choose to continue to be an ostrich, i.e. I choose not to ask and not to find out whether the rumour's true...till then,i'm still praying for a miracle to happen.

2008-02-29T01:44:00.002Z

70 words

Speedtest

ok i know i shouldn't be doing this when i can spend that very minute (and another 2minutes used for bloggin) to read through journals...oh well...

nerve compression...sien sial. ><"

2008-02-28T21:04:00.002Z

"dear God,why did You create 'distance'?"

just when i thought i've found life,just when i thought i've found new friends...just when i realised i am about to leave and move on again.

2008-02-21T15:05:00.002Z

I was half way rushing to complete my research results.

the deadline's tomorrow.

I couldn't find my soft copy of my microscopic data.

I need to submit my photocopied visa to my boss at work.

HE tell me to stop doing my report and go submit my visa.

the Glasgow rain+gust.

HE tell me to stop doing my report and go submit my visa.

i went.

damn i was down.and worried.and wonder what will happen if I really couldn't find my research data.

him:hiya EJ!good to see you..*a smile that melts my heart STAT*
me: hi dav..*went on to tell him that i was there to submit the photocopied visa*

him:aye,u can leave it to me.oh and the problem regarding your pay's all sorted out ya' know..*THAT smile again...*melts even faster...
me:*went on to the usual "oh really,geez thanks blablabla*

him:*looks at the photocopied visa*!@%^%$^%^(scot-glish which i couldn't understand)..EJ actually look pretty and quite cheeky in these photos aye?*laughs*
me:*terus melt 101%...*

couldn't help but smile all the way back...ah...nevermind the results.

HE really knows how to brighten up my days! =D

ohyea,did i mention that i manage to sneak into the computer lab(there was classes going on) and found the data i wanted?

~sweeeet~

2008-02-18T16:45:00.003Z

omigosh omigosh omigosh...he actually remembers meeeeee!!!

him:hi, im *not going to tell u who*
me:hi, im EJ(coz pronouncing "yi jie" is too complicated from angmohs)

him:oh yea,i remember u.u were sitting right at the back.
me:*trying to control my excitement while faking*oh really?

*grins ear to ear*

omigosh omigosh...excited can?!

hm...just to give you the level of his good looking-ness...let just say...
he beats the "3As" handsdown.no doubt.

ahh....*faints*

2008-02-15T23:59:00.004Z

fish says:
sm koko ajak mkn kebab..

cYber_fiSh®-www.cyber-fish.blogspot.com says:
no thanks for me..more than enuf meat for me recently

fish writes:

XDXD

just incase u're wonderin...fish is the tiger,while cyber-fish is the cow...and sm koko is the mouse.

stress stress stress*background:fish singin the onion song* XDXDXD

14022008

2008-02-13T21:43:00.003Z

Happie 3rd Anniversary,peeps. =)

and

Happie Valentine's..mwah~*

2008-02-11T11:01:00.000Z

I might not be blessed with a pass..
but I'm blessed to have a bunch of peeps like u...

thanks for all the effort gals...i thank God for you, you and you.

but lets continue to pray for a miracle...lets have it His way.

Happie Chinese New Year,peeps.

2008-02-07T16:15:00.000Z

1st time not celebrating chinese new year at home!ahh~good ole Sitiawan...

i actually made an effort to look for these programmes in Youtube!the more traditional the better!and i replayed and watched the whole thing over n over again!

homesick aside,how many of us will actually watch those chinese new year programmes shown on RTM2 every year?not me...

now i learnt to not take things for granted...

hApPiE cHiNeSe nEw yeAr everyone! =)

2008-02-06T02:01:00.000Z

I can't possibly handle another failure.
not now...

Lord,I need a miracle.

2008-02-04T12:18:00.000Z

Why do i have teeth that's so special?WHY?WHY?WHY?

my set of teeth are well taken care of since the day i was born(even when i'm toothless!) and now my toothache is driving me nutz!

just because of the darn special teeth i have.DAMN THANG!

The thought of spending prolly three hundred pounds to get a hole drilled into my perfectly fine tooth and kill it pissed me off.real bad.

ARGHHHHHH~!!!!!fcuk.

2008-02-03T02:58:00.000Z

i thought i've done my job pretty well...
but guess i'm wrong.
in fact,i'm way far from what i thought i've achieved.
i'm running out of idea what i should do to achieve anymore...by just being myself?
ya rite.it just sound oh-so-utopian.

guess the fear of being disappointed is still lurking...somewhere.

am i still expecting too much?or am i really still not good enough...to be called as a qualified pal?